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15 , H-5’6.5 HW:133 CW:119.8 UGW:85
stomach: food?
me: coke zero?
stomach: no, food.
me: pepsi max?
stomach: help.
me: ahh, you mean sparkling water, I got you.
wow imagine if my eating disorder actually made me skinny
i wanna be sister skinny until i sister snap and leave everyone sister shook but i look like sister shit so i guess i’ll just sister starve
“Anorexia doesn’t mean that you don’t eat. We all would be dead by now.
Anorexia means that every time you eat, you suddenly feel fatter.
Anorexia means that every time you eat, you feel a voice in your head that says “you should’t have eaten that”.
Anorexia means that every time you see someone skinny you feel like dying.
Anorexia means wanting to weigh yourself every hour just to see the numbers going down down down.
Anorexia means wanting to weigh yourself but being afraid to because you know you shouldn’t have eaten that piece of cake yesterday.
THIS IS ANOREXIA. So please, if you don’t know anything about it, don’t come to me with your bullshit, because I don’t wanna hear any of that. “
- sum random ana blogger
is it weird that i don’t hate my body? like i don’t look at it and be like FUcK U but i do be like “hm. needs an upgrade. maybe i’ll install skinny™️ hardware.”
I fucking relate so hard
Now that my pancake is reaching new low calorie deliciousness I thought I would share some ideas that are all under 30 calories per pancake.
For every pancake: Spray pan with non stick spray, mix ingredients, pour onto *cool* pan (before it is on heat!!), spread batter out, put on heat until sides brown, flip and serve (or store, but fresh is better).
1 Tbsp Oat Flour (19)
2 Tbsp Water (0)
1 Tbsp Sweetener (0)
¼ Tsp Baking Powder (0) *I know I usually use 1/8 tsp but I heard more = more lift*
Dash salt (0)
Total: 19 Calories
1 Tbsp Oat Flour (19)
1 Tbsp Unsweetened Soy Milk (6)
1 Tbsp Water (0)
1 Tbsp Sweetener (0)
¼ Tsp Baking Powder (0)
Dash salt (0)
Total: 25 Calories
1 Tbsp Oat Flour (19)
1 Tbsp Unsweetened Almond Milk (2)
1 Tbsp Water (0) *Or 1 more tbsp Almond milk (2)*
¼ Tsp Baking Powder (0)
1 Tbsp Sweetener(0)
Dash salt (0)
Total: 21 Calories (23 calories if using 2 tbsp almond milk)
1 Tbsp Oat Flour (19)
2 Tbsp Water (0)
1 Tbsp Sweetener (0)
¼ Tsp Baking Powder (0)
1 Tbsp Blueberries*frozen or fresh* (4.5)
Dash salt (0)
Total: 23.5 Calories
1 Tbsp Oat Flour (19)
2 Tbsp Water (0)
1 Tbsp Sweetener (0)
¼ Tsp Baking Powder (0)
½ Tsp Cocoa Powder (2)
Dash salt (0)
Total: 21 Calories
1 Tbsp Oat Flour (19)
1 Tbsp Soy Milk (6) *or 1-2 Tbsp Almond milk (2-4)
1 Tbsp Water (0)
1 Tbsp Sweetener (0)
¼ Tsp Baking Powder (0)
½ Tsp Cocoa Powder (2)
Dash salt(0)
Total: Soy Milk: 27 cals/ 1 Tbsp Almond Milk 23 cals/ 2 Tbsp Almond Milk 25 cals
There are so many different ways you can make this pancake but I just have a few, you can add any fruit, any milk or liquid, and any spices/flavoring extracts.
0 Calorie add-ins/ spices ideas:

i binged on about 930 today before dance and i just feel so awful about myself and i’m so. hungry.
